Trying to understand these...but to no avail

Is it due to lack of effort? Maybe. But I am trying hard
Is it due to lots of distraction? Maybe. But I am trying hard
Is it due to lack of forgiveness? Maybe. But I am trying hard
Is it due to lots of envy? Maybe. But I am trying hard

I am trying hard to become this person who excels in what she is doing
I am trying hard to become this person who is in constant remembrance of the purpose of this life
I am trying hard to become this person who is content and tranquil
I am trying hard to become this person whom You are pleased with

I am trying hard to become better today than yesterday.
I am trying hard to become better tomorrow than today.

Only to You we turn
Only to You we pray
Only to You we ask for help
Only to You we return

Please keep our heart steadfast in Your way...siratul mustaqeem...
Please purify our heart
Please remind us always
Please choose us amongst the chosen one.......ameen Ya Allah Ya Rabbal Alamin

Treasures of Paradise

Zikir Hari Isnin, ajaran Imam Ghazali
Ubat bagi 99 penyakit, termasuk penyakit kebimbangan
Salah satu mutiara syurga
There's no power nor strength except by You, Ya Allah.
Only to You we worship, and only to You we ask for help...ameen

Bertafakur

Bertafakur atas keindahan ciptaan Illahi

Deer Park Heights, Queenstown

The Remarkables, and Queenstown Town

Bungee Jumping at Skyline Gondola

Lake Wanaka Waterfront

Lake Hawea

MasyaAllah

I am stuck again...at the same analysis that I do not know how to proceed. Need to stop and bertafakur atas keindahan ciptaan Illahi, masyaAllah

Crown Range Road, Wanaka

Crown Range Road, Wanaka

Kawarau Gorge

Kawarau Gorge

Lake Wanaka with Mount Aspiring at the background

Mount Aspiring

Mount Aspiring Campervan Park

Jalan Buntu

Apabila bertemu dgn jalan buntu, pada siapakah kita mohon bantuan? Ya Allah, tunjukkanlah jalan utk kami, terangilah jalan ini Ya Allah. Bukakan pintu ilmuMu buat kami yang hina ini. Sesungguhnya hanya kepadaMu kami meminta bantuan dan petunjuk. Amin, ya Allah, ya Rabbal Alamin...

Stupidity in Research?

Interesting article posted by a friend on FB. Love the article, it perfectly described what I have been feeling for the past 2 years, and still am. see http://jcs.biologists.org/content/121/11/1771.full

Can I stand it for another year? Albeit a good review meeting, my confidence has been dwindling down, especially after reading several articles that described most of the main analysis that I have planned for my studies.....making me wondering if I am able to make a novel contribution to enable me gaining this degree!!! But, writing this reminds me of my niat...is it the degree or knowledge that I aimed for? Need to correct my niat....O Allah, guide me in this journey, please open the path to the discovery of a minute of Your vast knowledge, ameen....

Trying to understand so many things

I am an anaesthetist, a wannabe intensivist, trying to understand nephrology....

I am a clinician, trying to understand research....

Am I too late? Supposed to endeavour on this over the past 2 years...

Only to Allah we turn for help and forgiveness.