Dear self, I miss this port of unloading myself, I miss this dearly...

I am not sure what I am feeling right now, but it is not of a happy mode. It is wrong for me as a muslim to say that I am depressed. But I feel really down today. It is a feeling compounded by the uncertainty on what is the future. My patience of waiting for feedback from my supervisor has been running out. Ya Allah help me, assist me, only to You I turn. The bad2 feeling keep coming back. The dream, the expectation, the future.....i can cry anytime, but I need to always remember the good things that have been bestowed on me....

The Ocean of This Dunia

…we/you are all in the ocean of this duniya; if you panic or have anxiety about things or situations, you will drown. Just RELAX, and you will float because you are in good hands!…. [Paraphrased]

Relax, Azrina...don't worry to much, or you will drown. Leave everything to Allah....you have tried the best...ketenangan, kebergantungan kepada Allah....

Endless waiting

It has been ages since I last update my blog. It is going to be February tomorrow, oh no...that is the dateline for my thesis submission. That is my dateline, although actually extension until end of April has been approved due to the earthquake. But I have enough of these, I really want to get this over with....am too tired with this.!!! Hence, today I have sent a compilation of thesis to my supervisors. I really hope they could go over the thesis soon to enable me to submit by the end of February, and hopefully to graduate in May, ameen....Ya Allah, Ameen...